Wednesday, 24 June 2015

reverse or a new cycle?

Apart from sporadic downturns, i have generally been improving over the last few weeks, since i started on the neoral.  the flakes have become finer, and the red skin has generally become paler.  the paleness is patchy and i haven't yet got any 'islands of sparing'.  An island of sparing is a patch of healthy skin, its been well over a month since i had one of those.  Anyway as the skin  has become paler i have noticed dark red spots among the paler skin.  Also while most of my skin  has improved, my head and scalp have got worse.  my scalp is painful and i can see silver scabs underneath  my hair constantly has big flakes in it and it is thinning.  

The red spots and the scabby scalp were the earliest symptoms of this disease. so whats happening?  is the disease going in reverse or is this a new cycle overlapping with the end of the last? 

Night of drink = Day(s) of flaking

Last night I went for belated birthday drinks with work colleagues.  A good night out.  Today ive been really flakey, scalp, face, torso, arms, all over.  So im guessing there is a pattern.  So I'll be avoiding the drink.

Saturday, 20 June 2015

Life begins...

It was my 40th birthday yesterday and I should have been spending it in Thailand, but we cancelled because of this disease. It's just too high maintenance to cope with on that kind of holiday.  So instead we went to see Jurassic world during the day and a nice meal (not Thai) in the evening.  I also treated myself to a new necklace.  One of the things I was most upset about was the fact my skin was so sensitive I had to stop wearing my mothers wedding ring on a necklace. Well it's no where near as sensitive as it was so I am very pleased I can have my mothers wedding ring around my neck once more. 



Update

The first half of the week was crappy.  Lots of itching, shedding big flakes and a painfully itchy scalp with hair full of flakes.  My 3 hr drive home from Newcastle required 2 pit stops just to get the handheld dyson out and vacuum the car.  It was like driving in a snow globe.  Then on Thursday things changed.  Still shedding and itchy but fine dust like flakes, and not as often.  The scalp has died down a bit as well.  I am really fed up with the mucus in my eyes affecting my vision so I have asked to be referred to an eye specialist. 


Sunday, 14 June 2015

A step back? Or just a prp hangover?

Today hasn't been great, but before I explain what's happened I need to let you know some background which may, or may not be relevant. 
Yesterday was blackpool pride and I spent the afternoon/evening out drinking with friends. Not only was there booze,but there was also sun, not really sunny, but sunny enough and a lot of the day was outside.  I did cover myself in emollient before I 

So today the bed had lots of flakes in the morning. I put on my emolient as usual.  For some reason it didn't soak in as much as usual. A couple of hours later and it still felt as though the 50/50 paraffin emolient was just sitting on my skin. I also noticed my forehead felt quite hot. Later in the day I was out shopping and I suddenly got a bad stomach cramp. Without going into detail, I made it home in time. I then got a really intense flare up with big flakes as opposed to the fine flakes I have had recently. This went on for some time with me doing my best to shake and rub it off. After this I was drained and needed to go to bed for an hour.   I'm hoping/assuming all this is related to yesterday's activities. Time will tell. 

Update, but not including today

I will give a separate update for today, this update covers the rest of the week
  • Skin shedding.  Fine dusty shedding. Not too bad through the night but there are flare ups ( see below)
  • Scalp. No better no worse
  • hands. Palms fine, back of hands scales and cuts easily.
  • feet. Soles fine, .tops of feet soft red skin
  • Eyes. Constantly full of mucus, flakes around eyes always there. 
  • Itchiness. Not too bad most of the time apart from the flare ups (see below)
  • Skin colour. The redness seems to be slightly less red than it has been. I think. 
  • Energy levels. For the first few months I was constantly tired all the time. My energy levels have been slowly returning. This week I have been working away from home, I had a couple of nights out and then I was out all Saturday with friends. I still don't have the same energy levels I had before this stared, but I'm getting there. 
  • Flare ups. Recently I have noticed more and more I am getting flare ups, a couple a day.  I get unbearably itchy and have to shake off as much shedding skin as I can, this can be a lot, and can take up to 30mins. I then add emollient 

Wednesday, 10 June 2015

Eye worms

Eye worms is my name for the irritating strands of goo that build up below the lower eye lid.  Easily removed with a cotton bud.  currently checking every few hours for new ones